listening to Investigative journalists i admire.

 listening to Investigative journalists i admire. 

songs that comfort me now by lou reed and tori amos

 songs that comfort me now by lou reed and tori amos

Strawman by Lou Reed: Lyrics
We who have so much to you who have so little
to you who don't have anything at all
We who have so much more than any one man does need
and you who don't have anything at all, ah
Does anybody need another million dollar movie
does anybody need another million dollar star
Does anybody need to be told over and over
spitting in the wind comes back at you twice as hard
Strawman, going straight to the devil
Strawman, going straight to hell
Strawman, going straight to the devil
Strawman
Strawman
Strawman
Strawman, yes
Does anyone really need a billion dollar rocket
does anyone need a 60, 000 dollars car
Does anyone need another president
or the sins of Swaggart parts 6, 7, 8 and 9, ah
Does anyone need yet another politician
caught with his pants down and money sticking in his hole
Does anyone need another racist preacher
spittin' in the wind can only do you harm, ooohhh
Strawman, going straight to the devil
Strawman, going straight to hell
Strawman, going straight to the devil
Strawman
Strawman
Strawman
Strawman
Does anyone need another faulty shuttle
blasting off to the moon, Venus or Mars
Does anybody need another self-righteous rock singer
whose nose he says has led him straight to God
Does anyone need yet another blank skyscraper
if you're like me I'm sure a minor miracle will do
A flaming sword or maybe a gold ark floating up the Hudson
when you spit in the wind it comes right back at you
Strawman, going straight to the devil
Strawman, going straight to hell
Strawman, going to the devil
Strawman, strawman
Strawman, ...., ah
Strawman
Strawman
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next time someone asks me if i got "it" i am gonna ask them if they can tell me their sexual history in detail and any STD they have had and show me a stool sample, vitamin D level and blood sample. BACK OFF INVADERS

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Censorship gaslighting shaming and virtue signaling is disgusting and I will never cheer that on ever

Thankful I have a few friends that I can have private secret conversations with and say what I really think about everything and they can say what they really think about everything!

Can I just say how uncomfortable it is to censor myself all the time oh my God this is hard!!!!

Let go of the past every single day.   have compassion love empathy and forgiveness for yourself and others... that's my advice from me  to me today.   if anyone's reading this-  do whatever your heart tells you to do.  It's honestly none of my business what you do and it's none of your business what I do!   have a nice day

Had lunch with my mom it was nice to see her whole face again and breathe oxygen with her.  Trying to focus on the positive aspects of our conversation and trying to let go of the things that make me sad and scared in terms of disagreeing with my family members on certain things.  Trying to focus on agreeing to disagree and having love and empathy and compassion for each other.  Trying to respect our body sovereignty rights
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The Power of Orange Knickers by Tori Amos comforts me today:  The power of orange knickers
The power of orange knickers
The power of orange knickers
Under my petticoat
The power of listening to what
You don't want me to know
Can somebody tell me now
Who is this terrorist?
Those girls that smile kindly
Then rip your life to pieces
Can somebody tell me now
Am I alone with this?
This little pill in my hand
And with this secret kiss, kiss
Am I alone in this?
A matter of complication
When you become a twist
For their latest drink
As they're transitioning
Can somebody tell me now
Who is this terrorist?
This little pill in my hand
That keeps the pain living
Can somebody tell me now
A way out of this?
That sacred pipe of red stone
Could blow me out of this kiss, kiss
Am I alone in this?
The power of orange knickers
Under my petticoat
The power of listening to what
You don't want me to know
Shame, shame, time to leave me now
Shame, shame, you've had your fun
Shame, shame, for letting me think
That I would be the one
Can somebody tell me now
Who is this terrorist?
This little pill in my hand
Or this secret kiss, kiss
Am I alone in this?
Kiss, kiss
Am I alone in this?
Kiss, kiss

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