my birthday sandwich! tom petty movie tomorrow then new tori amos CD being mailed to me shortly after my birthday- 10/20, 10/25, 10/29 MAGIC NUMBERS. #tompetty #toriamos #goddesskring

 

my birthday sandwich! tom petty movie tomorrow then new tori amos CD being mailed to me shortly after my birthday- 10/20, 10/25, 10/29 MAGIC NUMBERS. #tompetty #toriamos #goddesskring

recent thoughts

 just added 29 new photos to my members only site! video coming tomorrow

Just did a fun photo shoot.... modeled for myself basically for one of my members only websites total freedom to express myself!

Also what you believe about what is true and what is false affects the results of what happens to some extent reality is a bit flexible and it's not set in stone this could be good and bad there's the placebo effect and the nocebo effect.

Keep sharing don't expect anyone to validate you just know that you are valid yourself

Extreme dogma in science is not legitimate or ethical science.   especially when there's a profit motive and money involved... and large corporations sponsoring certain ideas and agendas.  A lot of what they call science now is simply marketing of ideas doesn't mean it's true or false it means that it's marketing ideas

I need to stop expecting anyone to validate me and I need to stop expecting to get permission to be who I am.  I have to just be myself even if that means mostly leading a very solitary life

Okay so now back to constructive action in creating content for my members only websites

And now we get manipulated by fake whistleblowers so that the people in charge of what's allowed in the media and social websites can trick us into more censorship for our own safety and our own good!  Good marketing strategy very effective very manipulative and very persuasive and effective.  Most people don't see beyond that

And it's now virtuous to censor yourself and not question authority!   that's not a virtue.... not a virtue... not a virtue and not a sign of intelligence either.  To be encouraged to have no critical thought is really really not wise.  We are going backwards as human beings on this planet

I recently rewatched the movie Erin Brockovich about how large corporations lie to the public about the safety of what they do.... Because of their ego they don't like to admit they're wrong and they just want money and power and that's all they really care about and people love to just deny the reality of the harm they do in the name of making money.... I like watching that movie because it gives me the illusion that things can get better and more ethical but the reality of the current life on earth now is we're going backwards and corporations are continuing to do hideous things that harm people and they lie about it and I'm witnessing it and I'm supposed to go along with it and pretend like it's good for my health no thanks!

People apparently just want to conform because they want things to get back to normal not realizing there is no normal that we're going back to