Opal Moonstone aRt car! available for events! http://shannonkringen.com/art_car.html
two new collages i made. portrait model me and animal photographer me. artist and model me: http://shannonkringen.com/
I wish my parents had given me up for adoption to a family who really really wanted a child. I'm the only daughter of parents who split up when I was four - they only got married because of me and they tried to make it work for 4 years and then they divorced. and I'm just having a whole new perspective on it right now like I feel so overwhelmed by the weirdness of my family dynamic with each of my parents separately and I realize that I have really really poor boundaries with each of my parents I always wanted them to be my mentor and to support me in pursuing my dreams but they were so busy pursuing their own dreams my dad with his comedy and folk music that he never really took off with and trying to get his love life together and my mom with her love life she was married four times and it's like my whole life was about both of my parents is pursuing of their dreams and trying to figure out their careers and their love lives and then me I got sort of I had to just figure it out on my own pretty much they encouraged me in little ways here and there but I also witnessed them criticizing successful people and I felt like it wasn't okay to be successful because then it meant I was on some kind of ego trip or whatever and that I was a jerk a selfish jerk or whatever and I felt like is a little kid that I had to like support my parents and hope that they could succeed with their careers and their love lives separately and then they would maybe focus on me and maybe it's the autistic part of me or something but there's still part of me that's like this little kid that is hoping that they that my parents will grow up so that they can raise me and it's really sad because I'm like 56 years old I'm infertile going through menopause and it's just such a weird place to be and you have accomplished a lot with my artwork like my art modeling I've built myself a freelance career by myself with no help of my parents and I work with lots of really nice people in the art field the medical field and the dog and cat animal field so I've accomplished a lot but I am really really angry with both of my parents and then I feel really guilty for having anger towards them because they're just wounded children themselves and it really hurts my feelings that my mom doesn't want anybody to know that I'm her daughter for fear that they would judge her as a mother and also if they don't like my artwork then they might not like her artwork but her website is basically been under construction for like 20 years and there's some beautiful work that she's done but she has a tendency to be such a perfectionist that she doesn't finish a lot of it and I know I probably shouldn't be publicly saying this but man I'm upset about this and I just don't know why I can't seem to learn this lesson that I need to let my parents go and focus on taking care of myself and being the best that I can be and just accept the fact that maybe I will never have a a family in the way that I wish that I could but maybe I can build my career and try to be as famous as possible for my creative abilities and share with as many people in the community as I can with the ways that I'm gifted and don't worry so much about my personal life working out in a normal kind of way I do have friends that put up with me some of my friends I think really love me and some of them can hardly stand my challenges that I face and I am so caught up in trying to survive myself that I don't really have time to relax and enjoy my personal life it's mostly about working all the time as an art model a medical model A dog walk or a pet sitter and an artist trying to get famous I'm trying to make myself famous and in fact I am a little bit famous for my public access TV show got interviewed by Seattle magazine I've accomplished a lot I think in May I'm going to get paid to be part of a fancy party with my art car and another lady who has an art car and I'm in a play and I might start try stand up comedy I mean I'm accomplishing a lot and I'm good and I'm talented and I'm very reliable to all the people that I work for I'm a really good pet sitter I love lots of dogs and cats I'm accomplishing a lot and I mean something and I'm valuable and the reason why I'm so obsessed with trying to validate myself is because my parents they invalidate me they gaslight me and I feel like even if I won the Pulitzer prize they would probably criticize and tell me that I needed to go help homeless people you know I'm sure that they would find an angle on that and not want me to get too caught up in my own ego or whatever and it's like it doesn't even matter like nothing really matters except love anyway but I still want to accomplish everything I could possibly accomplish and not be afraid and I want to have the guts to get out there and pursue my dreams full throttle and not let anyone who criticizes me stop me or discourage me in any way shape or form I want to be a strong Viking
learn to do what people with high self esteem do! that is my goal for today ha ha. i know i am good person with talent but i truly don't feel like i deserve "success" and i feel guilty when i "win" contests etc. and i feel jealous of others with more self confidence than me. i also get angry when i see self confident people over doing that and putting others down while they succeed etc. i want to do both succeed and not apologize for it but also encourage others to go for their dreams and love themselves no matter what in terms of "success" or "failure". i trust myself to some extent but need more of this self love/self confidence. be an advocate for yourself and lift other up whenever possible etc. when people get competitive with each other and play games it's big time creepy but that is what egos do in humans. we want to "win" and see others "lose" that is creepy! i want to make the world a better place AND succeed and not be a DORMAT.
I'm Acting a character in one of the short plays that's part of this performance at the Seattle Center the last weekend of May 2025. I play some scenes in the play that is written by Oneda Harris. 2025 Survival Guide: Pants On Fire May 30,31 730pm and June 1st 230pm at Seattle Center Armory Theatre 4th Floor 305 Harrison Street Seattle, WA 98109 (Theatre Puget Sound)
Dreaming Seattle Art Museum Retrospective Goddess KRING show
woah! i did a 55 minute monologue! improvisation!
I'm inspired by a lot of musicians and actors who happen to be famous and I don't believe in dehumanizing people just because they're famous! they're still real human beings that move us and touch us, inspire...innovate and contribute to the art and music and theater/film/acting world! Still thinking about the Val Kilmer documentary that I love so much called VAL ... so here's the trailer for it for those of you who are curious and have never seen it. it's really a beautiful movie and uniquely done narrated by his son who sounds very similar to him and then you partly get to hear how Val had to talk through the throat device because he had throat cancer etc he died on April 1st 2025 from pneumonia complications I guess and he was 65 years old... I'm very moved by this movie and I've seen it twice... I think I want to watch it a third time... it's very inspiring and it's magical to see videos of him with his brother when they were like 11 or 12 years old doing skits and filming themselves and making little movies and then he just kept on going I think he went to Juilliard to study acting just a very inspirational person and I absolutely love his version of Jim Morrison in the movie The Doors and his Mark Twain solo one man show that he did right before he got ill is also looked magical and I wish he'd been able to do more of that... This documentary that Val made about his life also contains some of his visual art and collages which I also enjoy and appreciate he got more into doing visual art when he had his throat cancer because he was less able to do acting so he explored his visual art creativity which I think is wonderful... https://youtu.be/trDBnzJqN6M?feature=shared
tonight i show art in seattle! Shannon Nicole Kringen showing her visual art piece:
"Print Me"
at A/NT Gallery
305 Harrison St.,
Seattle, WA 98109
opening night Saturday March 1st 2025 5-8pm
more info: https://www.antgallery.org
Shannon Kringen (Goddess KRING) featured in Seattle Magazine with her art car Opal Moonstone also known as a figure model and public access tv show creator- one woman performance art- improvisational monologue/poetry/body paint etc, with two art books published "Art, Identity and the Sacred" and "Kringonian Pizzazz" poetry and visual art. A complex multi media visual artist/also now creating original music with her poetry and vocals at Interactive Jack Records Seattle. "KringFlower" album now streaming.
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/goddesskring/kringflower-produced-by-supaflower
I'm so grateful I just had a delightful time portrait modeling for some artists and when I told them that I do music and poetry and I have an art car and I used to do public access TV show they were fascinated by it as they were drawing me and painting the shapes of the planes of my face and talking about my bone structure and they were curious about my Norwegian heritage and trying to figure out how to draw and paint my features and it was so refreshing to be able to share my poetry book and the Seattle magazine article about me and show a link to my music they're going to check it out and they appreciated me sharing it so instead of interpreting me as narcissistic they interpreted me as an interesting person that was sharing with them so that is so refreshing when people are open to hearing about my creativity… They say it helps them draw me to know a little bit more about my personality…